someone needs to be punched.

Ugh. Today was not a very good day. I did not feel like getting up. Nothing was working out correctly as I was getting dressed, and honestly, someone needed to be punched.

As each day goes on, I am more and more excited to go to first hour. I feel myself connecting with Leslie, and I love it. The class would not be a class without her, or Chase.

I'm tired of my algebra class and even more of Mrs. Bennett. I cannot stand her and her random problems for homework and her dumb review.

Spanish today was a good hour. It was like, a relax hour. We watched The Lion King in spanish. It was really confusing and I did not understand it at all. I didn't pay attention, and I had time to catch up on my homework that I've been slacking on. I guess it was good for something.

Suddenly, I feel so left out lunch and wonder why I continue to stand in the same spot and not talk to anyone. I want my old lunch back. More than anything, I miss my freshmen.

I don't know what the thing is about 5th hour, but lately that's the only time where I get to write. That's the only hour that I actually don't have writer's block. It really pisses me off. I try to continue what I wrote in 6th hour and suddenly I can't do it. It must be something about the classroom. Or the 5 minute transition time is clearly just throwing me off.

Honestly, I don't even want to come home anymore. I will stay after school as long as I possibly can. I love my 15 minute conversations with Kelie. They relax me in someway, I just don't know why. I wish I didn't have to come home today. I can't stand to be around my family, and I don't even know why.

Josh is pissing me off. I dislike how he is trying to ruin my life. For the longest time he has been out of it and now, all of the sudden, he decides to come back in? I don't like it. I want him out and I want him to stop starting so much fricken shit. He needs to be beat up and sent away somewhere else. I seriously cannot deal with this for much longer.

I have been worrying my ass for the past 4 hours. I don't know why I'm so worried because I know that nothing is going to go wrong. Even Adam says so, and Adam knows everything. I just don't know anymore.

It's only been a few days, but I fear losing CJ. And I hope I don't anytime soon.