Today was really not the day I was hoping for. Seriously no one could hang out. Not Maria or Ashley or CJ or Dylan or anyone! The only people who could were the people who I didn't want to hang out with, like Alfonso. I should have just hung out with James.
I was not motivated to do anything today. It took me about 30 minutes to reorganize my elephants and then like 2 hours just to get dressed. I made up a stupid rule to myself that I had to listen to every song on my ipod without skipping a song. I started at the letter K. I think I only started at "Keep On Loving You" because I cannot get over how true it is. I went through all the K's and the L's and I'm half way through the M's. I'm really excited because I forgot how much I actually liked these songs.
I think that my whole idea of taking one last walk down memory lane last night was a bad idea, because it was on my mind all day. Everything happens to me at that stupid park. I'm seriously surprised I can go back there without crying. I'm kinda upset now. I was doing so good and not thinking about the past. It's depressing.
Anyway, I'm not really in the mood to write or talk or even do anything. Ha, things haven't changed all day.Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
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