i'm a dwarf.

Blahhhhh. I don't think I have ever been more tired in my entire lifetime. Well, I take that back.

I have grown to love first hour. I dislike how it goes by so fast. Leslie and Chase always put me in a good mood. Haha, even though Chase did get raped. (: But he liked it ! Ahaha.

I have absolutely no idea what was going on in my third hour today. I was distracted the whole time. And then the random phone call only made me more distracted. Haha, I have like a 20 minute voicemail on my phone from CJ now, and I can't listen to more than two minutes of it at a time. I'm dumb !

Haley was fricken pissing me off today, like more than ever. She's really starting to scare me. She fricken just whipped out a tampon and asked me if I'd go in the bathroom with her to put it in. Like seriously. What the fuck! I was freaked out and didn't want to talk to her! Then I was so proud of myself for screaming at her for the whole Jessica issue.Jessica was pretty happy about that too. (:

I was so fucking happy today because I finally got the chance to talk to James ! I miss him so so so so so so much ! Like seriously. And you know what made everything better?! I saw Roberto ! He loooked so cuute all dressed up ! (:

The fact that there is something extremely wrong with Lauren is really starting to scare me. I don't understand why this is so randomly happening to her. I am honestly scared out of my mind. I just wish everything is going to be okay.

Omfg, today was the only day this whole week that I could not write in fifth hour ! I was honestly pissed ! I think Ashley and Adam were too much of a distraction with their color guard pictures and Adam's recreation of them. Haha, they're the coolest seniors I know.

People were pissing me off more than ever today. Seriously, from today on, I will refuse to talk to homos who ruin my day.

Today I realized how good of a friend Adam is to me. And today I realized I was dumb to think I ever wanted him to get out of my life.

I found out that I was worrying for absolutely no reason at all. My current relationship is going great and I was dumb to think that would change so quickly. I'm happy, and I can tell CJ is too. From the minute that he hugged me this morning, I knew that nothing was wrong, and that nothing ever was.