hey, what do you say?

Omg, today was not a good day. I am still sick! Randomly now Mrs. Hruska decides to give us work, cool ! And Mrs. Bennett feels that the whole class should review when clearly, I know what I'm doing and I know Tyler and a few others do too! Oh yeah, I got 100% on the last algebra test! Better than Tyler! Yay! The new thing we learned in Spanish is so easy, but I'm for real tired of that class. I hate Mrs. Wells, enough said. Mr. O'brien fricken ruined my whole thing by being a jerk and a distraction and I hate him. Biology is always boring and it's beginning to annoy me. Ugh, it was just not my day. But Adam was being extremely cute today, which was good because he needed to be.

And because I'm too lazy and actually like how yesterday's post looks, I'll post the conversation Adam and on had on today even though it happened last night.

"I don't even know how you could forgive me."

"Honestly, I don't know either cause you really pissed me off. I've never been more mad at you than I am tonight. And you know what I can't stop thinking about? You. And how lucky I am to have someone who cares and actually loves me. And how miserable I'd be without you. And how I can't stand it when we fight, but I know that the only reason we do is because we love each other. And I know I worry too much and I know I need to stop, and I do. But then there's a random thought that pops into my head like, what if I were to lose you right now?And that's why I worry. Because I don't wanna lose you. And that's why I care because I feel that if I care enough, I won't lose you. And you wanna know why i'm forgiving you? Because I'm in love... With you."

"You just made me cry both good and bad. That was probably the best thing ever said to me. God damnit, Brianna. I fucking love you so much!"

"I did not mean to make you cry, but that is how i feel and you need to know that. It won't change, I promise you. I love you too, Adam, with all I have and more."

"I'm glad you did. I deserve to cry with you. I care about you so much and I need to show you. You mean the whole fucking world to me, no joke. I couldn't ask for anyone better than you. You complete me. You make me feel like someone gives a shit that I'm here. YOU love me! You know how there is one person out there for everyone and you have to find them? Well, shit, I found my match and her name is Brianna Marie Beesmer. I love you and everything about you and nothing or anyone will ever fucking change that. I swear to God if somethings takes us apart, I don't even know what I'd do. I love you."