6/15/09

give me your hand, but realize i just wanna say goodbye.

Today is June 15th, and I KNOW with everything that I have that SOMETHING important happened on this day last year. I just can't think of what it is. I thought that it was a day that Josh and I hung out, and I looked really cute. But then I realized that I was wrong because the shirt that I wore I got on Ashley's birthday, and her birthday is the 17th. And then I thought that it was the last time that Audrey and I hung out, but I knew that was wrong because the last time her and I hung out was in July. It may be a possibility that I hung out with Ashley for the first time in a long time. Or it could have been the last day of school. I don't remember. But I know that something happened, and it's going to drive me crazy until I figure it out.



I went looking for a job today. I found nothing! There is one though, at Potbelly, and I applied for it, but I don't think I'll get it because on the application they asked if I was 18 or older. And I'm not. So I kinda think they want someone older than 16, which sucks. If I don't find a job, then there's really no point in getting my license because I will have no money to fill up the gas tank, therefore, I won't be able to drive.


Maria is leaving today and it will be the last time that her and I text for two months! She won't respond right now, but I hope that she decides to, because I need her. These next two months are gonna be hell. I can feel it. /:


I thought that I looked cute today, but then I couldn't take a decent picture. And I kinda look like a creeper. And I also don't think I can figure out any possible way to try to make myself look better, because everytime I try, I just feel like I'm uglier. I blame my face. I have such an odd shaped face, and it throws me off. And my hair is uncontrollable, and that kills my appearance too. Ugh, hopefully I can figure out something.


I'm overstressed, can't you tell? /:

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