Today is Josh's birthday! I bought him a Monster since I didn't hang out with him all day.
I went to Adam's today. It was amazing. Probably the best time. I'm in love.
"Because you are amazing and everything I could ever ask for and I love you."
R.I.P. Grandpa. You've been gone for 8 years now. I feel terrible because it doesn't even affect me anymore. Josh's birthday used to be so depressing, but now it just seems like a birthday. I never think of you, and I never cry over you. Maybe it's because I didn't know you too well. But you'd think I'd cry for dad's sake. But I don't. I really do miss you. I am kinda used to just Grandma coming to visit now though. I feel bad for not crying. But all pain heals with time.
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