better start believin.

Today was officially the worst day of the school year.

Adam and I were fighting for dumb reasons. If I didn't have my period, and if he wasn't pmsing, then there would have been no problem, I'm convinced. He totally twisted my words around, which pissed me off even more. And then Mrs. Bennett only made it worse because she would not fucking help me! I fucking hate her. I am so glad I don't have her anymore after the 9th. And in the hall, Adam hugged me. And whenever someone hugs me, I cry. So I cried. And then Adam texted me and sent me a cute text that made me cry even more. But Jessi made me feel better so it's all good. And Courtney is always there to give me a good laugh too. Missy was back today and that was probably the best thing that could ever happen. Lunch was boring because Adam and I both didn't feel good. And then I completely flipped out on him for no reason. Only because he didn't tell me he had a game today. And then he hugged me again, and so of course I cried again. And then Missy made me feel better because we colored in english again. I kinda cheered up a little in fifth hour because our sub, Ms. Tzau, was asking seniors to give her a ride home. Hah. Lauren was kind of frustrating me, but it was okay. I got better in sixth hour simply because Mr. Hinchman is so dumb, that he can cheer you up if you just look at him. Haha. So then Adam and I worked things out and I'm going to his game later, and he's not mad at me, never was. He completely understands that it's only because of my period. And that's a good thing because it means he won't be mad at me pretty much ever because I usually only get extremely pissed off when I'm on my period. But I'm better now. And so is he. Hopefully tomorrow will be better than today. I really really don't want to be this big of a bitch today. But then I just remembered I have a history test tomorrow, so first hour is gonna suck. Ugh. FML. Oh well, things will get better.

We fight because we love each other.

"God. I am so sorry. I had no reason to say what I did and I need to be better to you than what I am. I am sorry for today and I can only hope that today gets better. I love you, Brianna. With all my heart."