do not try to make babies.

Oh, Chase. :)



So just wondering, but since when is it a big deal to have a C? Last time I checked, it was average. Average is good. Why can't people just understand that? Because they're dumb, that's why! They set high expectations that are sometimes nearly impossible to reach. Plus, they can't blame me for this. And they can't blame Adam. It's nowhere near his fault. Maybe if I actually had good teachers, then I would have no problems. But apparently if things don't get better then I'm not even allowed to see my boyfriend? Yeah, that's bullshit.



My patience has been wearing thin. Internally, I flip out at everything. But I'm too afraid to externally. And I'm glad that I don't. I'm just afraid. I want to calm down. I need to calm down. I often wonder if this is a side effect of anger management. I hope it's not. But I sometimes think I have anger problems. I don't know. There's just a part inside of me where I feel I'm going to explode.




I think I've had enough for the day.