will fuck u for $1.84.

It's seriously amazing how the minute you come back into my life, everything starts to go wrong. The past few days I felt carefree. Like I didn't have to worry about anything anymore. I felt like nothing could possibly go wrong. I knew that without you in my life, I could finally be happy. But remember how happy I was when you first entered my life? I was literally always smiling and there was not one thing that could make the smile go away. Eventually, all of this just started to fade. It got to the point where everyday I had to worry about what was going to happen the next day and the day after that. I couldn't handle it anymore. I didn't know what to do. I have never felt like that before. I will be completely honest here and admit that the minute you left, I wanted you back. I didn't want to see you go. Nothing made sense to me and I wanted to figure it all out. And I wasn't gonna quit until I knew what it was. But then something happened. I finally realized that without you, I could get along so much easier; so much better. I felt happy again. And then you know what happened today? You randomly decide to re-enter my life. I didn't think it would matter at all. But then I saw you. And then I listened to you. And then suddenly, all I wanted was to be with you again. I wanted things to go back to how they were before. But I can't always get what I want- I know this; I learned this. I'm smarter now than I was before. And I'm not going to allow myself to continue on and fight for what I want. It's not right. I know it and so does everyone else. And as much as it hurts me to say this, I know I'm better off without you anyway.