why can't you just let me like you?

Today I realized how good of a friend an ex-friend can be. I realized how if I have this one person, then I don't need anyone else. I realized how bad it actually hurts to be hurt. I realized that I have given way too much credit to someone who deserves none. I realized that it's easier to not care,rather than caring too much. I realized how the biggest annoyance of my life can also be the best thing that's happened to me. I realized there is someone who will always be there for me, even when I don't want them there. I realized that it's about 100 times better to live for right now, than it is to live in the past.